Inanition

Midnight walk with @mechwr 😌 (Taken with Instagram at East Coast Park)

Poofy❤

Hello there☺ #kitten #cat #home #animalshelter #paw #tabby #cute #adorable (Taken with Instagram at Society for Prevention of Cruelty to Animals)

4/22 15:35 - 3 notes

I see it all so clear now

I think that there is a kind of madness that follows me wherever I go. It’s not the place or the people I think it is. It doesn’t really matter where I am or where I think I am. Because that madness comes from me, it’s in me. And wherever I go, it follows me just like a loyal friend except that all it does is hurt me and the ones I love. Doesn’t matter who I’m with or who I think I’m with because the madness lies within me and nothing good can come out from the company of someone with this much of illness inside of her. When will I admit that the problem lies with me and that whatever I touch will just turn into dust? What am I supposed to do but to run as far as I can away from the core of my very self?

4/21 05:54

Split seconds

4/20 00:58

#sky #windmill #clouds #babyblue #rooster #cute #tree #leaves #silhouette #outline #shadow #resort #nature #country #countryclub #statue (Taken with instagram)

4/9 18:46

Loveless

I’m back at the same spot I was months ago and everything about this familiar, lovely spot is different. I felt so safe there but now all I feel is empty and gone. Everything about it that’s changed has everything to do with my feelings. I feel like crying or shouting maybe but I’m not sure. I’m smoking away some life in me for sure and it feels good to have some sort of morbid company or so, well at least I’m not totally alone. It’s just me and my cigarette.

4/3 02:45